I tried to upload a video from YouTube for a post, but it appears to have got lost somewhere in the the hinterlands of the Internet.
Loulou posted this quote on her blog a while ago:
"Sometimes only one person is missing, and the whole world seems depopulated."
Alphonse de Lamartine
I thought I knew what it meant, but now I realise that I only understood what it meant, which isn't the same thing at all. You can understand someone's feelings, but it takes a similar experience to know what that situation feels like.
Mr Outlines is working away at the moment. I'm almost annoyed with myself for missing him so much. Especially as missing him translates into me not wanting to do anything except sleep, watch bad tv and surf the internet. There are so many more positive activities that I could be doing, but I don't want to do anything except mope. I hope this passes, I have so many things I need to be doing instead.
I know you are not reading this, but I miss you, I miss everything.